420clown

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our minds are pushed passed their limits every day yet we hardly even notice these situations because we are all so caught up in our material world that now even some of us believe we have to have these things to survive like cell phones or computers or even a microwave yet i still believe the farther we interact with such objects and the more often we do the more we can grasp a reason of why these things are causing more problems for our lives every day and furthermore since i have had a cell phone i have only used it to call someone once and that was for a ride for me and my girl after work when it was cold and snowing so i may use it every day to try to tell time but i still am unable to accept that i should just not carry one of these simply because the house does have a phone and if i'm out there is no real reason for people to be calling me though you can argue that if you are lost or such situations it is useful but once again this is just my opinion and everything happens for a reason there for if you are lost and you do not carry a cell phone better things will happen to you then if you are.
i really just pulled this out of my ass so enjoy your downloads and cooked food.

nothing matters except for your cult

tell me what is it you want to feel from me
could i give into you more to make you feel free
of course then you would just be my pet
and this illusion would be my own regret
but this sickness took control so i took more drugs
and yet it seems the only thing you ask for is hugs
the lite headedness is better then the headache
your happiness is my bliss because i'm fake
if i'm dead you must be alive, but if i were brought back would you cry
could there really have been an end to this start
because somehow i was born with no heart
my blood is all red enriched with oxygen
because i'm constantly high without a sin
you can go to my heaven and tare their world apart
because i wouldn't consider any of this shit art
even my own words are subcontractors for the media
we are brainwashed to the point where we can ignore the atom bombs
as we are all vaporized our minds continue a dream
so that the devil still may scream
and god can have his final last laugh
before he takes his last breath on my death bed
because this is all right in my head
if i was born again i don't think i'd want to be fed
with reflective eye's i could see better at night
of course no one could know they are right
i could be the only person to watch my planet die
watch it all engulfed in fire as my and all species end
if you think i wouldn't be sad then i'm a lie
because i wanted to be a friend
now is the hate worth the fuck my love
when i can show you there is someone up above
waiting for our lives to finally come to a halt
can't you see i'm not just the scapegoat it was all my fault
of course nothing matters except for your cult
do what your told and you'll live to be an old sole
well we burn the dinosaurs as our coal
to deny we ever found one single hole
that led to the center of our earth
except for the moment right before our birth
when we saw the light that changes our speed
in this life all i feel and see is greed
i worry about not having enough or those who have too much
and if this is wrong for what reason do i experience this
other then to make myself more bliss
so if i must be damned to an afterlife
then never allow there to be a single knife
because that universe lives much slower in respect to ours
and if i'm not living i'm moving the stars

i forgot about this site and i always do. i'm going to try to start posting things i wright on here instead of myspace so i actually have use of this profile too.

psycho wars

you know what i mean is just a simple phrase yet in my mind it stands out more then any other because of it's use and interpretation by others. i hate when i can't understand what others are trying to tell me but fear how much i'm misunderstood. i feel at a crossroads in this situation because the more i listen the less i tell and the better i explain the stupider i am. why do i want to try to change who i am anyways can't i just be happy with the thoughts i have and not try to force more obsessions of the theory of relativity into the minds of my peers. though something does compel me to try to explain these thoughts in a sense where my listener will somehow be more intrigued by the conversation then i am. sure it's great that we have our differences, after all life would be so boring without a new perspective being involved but what if i could explain myself in a way without speaking. of course this blog is one way but telepathy has always intrigued me and only recently have i gotten my self to believe that i have experienced this phenomenon. the weird part is life needs the sun and the sun is constantly changing matter into energy and energy into light in it's core until that matter/energy is forced to the surface where it's released either as light which helps provide heat and light for us earthlings or hydrogen which is the core of keeping our solar system intact. then how can i be stuck in one universe? if there are in fact alternate universes, and by any means i'm not saying i believe there are. but if there are then what's to stop my matter that makes my living organism to transfer to another and vice versa. thus a reflection in a mirror is really my eye's glimpsing into what our sun has changed light from matter. so maybe two billion years ago our earth was inhabited by an alternate of ourselves and thus if i could travel through time i could find myself two billion years from now. if this were to be true then this universe is just the start of that matter because i could never actually make myself believe any of this to the point to make it come true nor would i want to. though having this conversation and coming to this same conclusion where i am now by traveling through time would be cool is it really necessary. it sounds like so much more work then just typing down thoughts on a keyboard but then again if i could grasp the idea of telepathy there would be no need because then i could gather all the alternate thoughts of myself and put them in to one simple phrase. and my prediction of that phrase would be you know what i mean.

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o yeah, jenn i tried head banging my head too long tonight, all it did is make me get dizzy and get sick, my aunt freekd out cuz i fell over and then stumbled to the bathroom. so dont try it, heh[link]
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